#projectvitality - True happiness
15 years ago I was backpacking across South East Asia and I took this photo in Gunung Mulu National Park in Borneo.
In this photo I'm smiling but I remember it clearly this is the time I actually fully acknowledged I was depressed.
I had always lived a full life with lots of adventures, lots of freedom ultimately doing what I wanted whenever I wanted.
From the external view point it was incredible loads of Instagram and facey worthy content.
But I was missing something and to be honest I had no idea what it was back then.
I now know I was missing a deeper purpose in life and being of service.
See you can have all the things money, fancy things, stamps on your passport but eventually those things will stop filling the void and you will have to face who you have become.
I'd stepped away from my humble roots of being raised by a single mum who was always being of service to me and others and I had become a little lost.
Whenever emotions stirred instead of sitting with them and acknowledging them I ran away whether that be travelling, the next party the next big sale.
This moment was super confronting as truly realizing you are not happy is a lonely place as you have to acknowledge no thing or person can ever fill this void.
First you have to love yourself, the good, bad and the ugly.
This is actually my favorite thing working on with clients as when they start to love themselves again, they start to realize they are worth their dreams and once they accept their worth the universe moves mountains to show them how incredible they truly are.
You know how to find me if you are finally ready.
PS Steve the pirate is also in this photo he was my travel companion and was tragically lost in a scuba diving incident
Creating Radically Healthy Humans
Nicholas Fairbairn AKA That Health Dude
CHEK Practitioner - Rehab Specialist