2 years ago I had a healing and a shift in perspective
Some of those who know me know that I am not so intense on shouting out against what I see is happening, I realized many don't care so I shifted to providing solutions for those that actually want it
Here's my original post
I was told to take off 3 days from worrying.
The truth is I am a worrier as a visionary, empath and someone who genuinely gives a crap about friends, family and humanity.
Over the last few years I have seen and felt things that have increased my worry, not because they are happening but because I don't feel prepared for what I know is to come.
The healer said I've been carrying the wait of the world on my shoulders and that's how it's felt.
The harsh realization that I can't save many people I care about and in fact it's not my duty to do is really a hard pill to swallow.
I have spent the greater part of 10 years working on shifting peoples awareness by reconnecting them with their internal guidance system and teaching practical solutions they can implement by meeting them where they are at.
I have been a one on one practitioner, a teacher, a comedian, a mirror, a mentor, a political candidate, a business owner and a friend being a chameleon adapting to what I feel can reach that person on a soul level.
I'm proud of myself as I have had an impact on thousands of peoples lives and for most part it's been a positive shift for them.
But still each day my greatest worry is I'm not doing enough. I give so much even in my sleep I'm doing my spiritual work literally bringing my presence of light against some of the darkest beings many mornings waking up physically exhausted.
I still know in my heart humanity has got this so for the next three days I'm not going to worry and when I catch it coming into my field I'm going to say "that's interesting" and just observe it.
Who knows I might get used to the life of not worrying.
Today I had some great companions to try this new way of living.