The Farmer without a farm
There's a real deep desire for me to one day again have my own land, so many people I chat to have the same yearning but like me right now are not in the ideal financial situation and will not be for potentially many years to come.
My dream has been for such a long time to plant fruit trees and watch them grow and for my kids to climb eat the fruit from these trees.
It seems the polarity is so huge these people including myself don't just want to own the land they want to be custodians to regenerate every corner of the land to it's truest potential, although I'm not a first nations person I feel to a certain level that's how we all feel, we want to connect with every rock on the land, every tree and everything in between.
However to get to this point it feels like we have to sacrifice our souls and go against our core values as property prices in Australia are bananas, so by the time we got on the property we'd be too exhausted to be able to nurture and restore it.
Even if you manage to get the deposit and get approved then you are stuck in a 30 year cycle of interest rates and government taxes that can be weaponized against you at any point.
I just wonder how as a society we got to the point where it's so hard to raise a family and community naturally.
Now I'm not for socialism or communism as in theory it's great everyone has the same but because it's dictated from a small group of people it always works out to be that small group has most and everyone else shares the scraps.
Honestly though it feels like some type of full system collapse will have to occur and they we are just buying time until then.
inside me I feel it and know that one day I'll have my farm logically though my ego is telling me I'm crazy but somewhere in my soul I just know.
My ego is like you'd need at least 2 million plus some to get what you dream of.
For me it's at least 200 acres the property in the photo is actually my dream property, I sit and look at it most days.
I use to be a dreamer but their is a heaviness on my soul lately that is trying to bring me back to "reality" and it takes every bit of strength inside me to know that I create my reality, miracles occur daily and as someone who's liquid crystal life purpose is in this order
Shadow - Vision
Lower Purpose - Confident Manifestation
Higher Purpose - Realization
what this means is whatever I do I can't let the heaviness and shadows of the world cloud my vision, in times like this I need to double down even if it feels logically impossible
as when my vision is crystal clear I actually manifest like a boss
then I get to sit in the deep realization and for me this will just be sitting on my land, with my wife, kids, dogs, goats, chickens, cows, pigs, maybe even some horses surrounded by good friends and family just breathing in the fresh air and breathing out a deep relaxing aaaahhh.
PS if anyone wants me to do a intuitive reading and make up your liquid crystal life purpose trinity I charge $111 delivered.
I find once you have awareness of your shadow, the thing holding you back from your dreams, your lower Purpose (bottom three chakras, higher purpose (top three chakras) life becomes a little easier,
so just reach out if that feels right to you, I'll also post link on comments.
Creating Radically Healthy Humans
Nicholas Fairbairn
CHEK Practitioner - Integrative Health Coach