Dr. Happiness
Lately I've been trying to find this guy again.
He was a guy who had his day pack on and would just cruise around New York City exploring.
He was confident, full of joy and just in awe of the world and of life.
Recently though I've been feeling really challenged as to what actually makes me happy, the challenge is more how do I express that to the world as by just being me seems to polarize the world it's like I see the world as opposite to 99% of people which makes it really lonely.
It's like the old world has died for me and I'm waiting for the new world to be born but I'm in a limbo stage, just sitting waiting.
I feel something big is coming for me but right now it's the complete unknown.
I even catch myself questioning am I going insane?
Not sure if anyone else is feeling this but it's an interesting place to be, it's like you can feel all your dreams coming true but at the same time in logical reality you are at the complete opposite of the spectrum and only an insane person would believe that things could shift in the blink of an eye.
What I've been focusing on is grounding myself into my physical body, I've started working out again, I'm almost on a complete carnivore diet of grass fed and finished meat and just cleaning up all messes in my life.
Physical mess as accumulation of things, financial mess eg really owning I am messy and irresponsible in this area, and just any distractions from my path, challenge is can I handle being in full hermit mode? Do I have the discipline to actually get things done rather than just talk about it.
Anyways I just thought I'd share what I'm going through as it may help someone else out there realize they are not alone.
Creating Radically Healthy Humans
Nicholas Fairbairn
CHEK Practitioner - Functional Health Coach