Many of my newer friends eg those on the last 7 years have never met party Nick.
He's actually a top bloke full of charisma and charm, loves to dance and have a laugh and he loves a drink.
This guy suddenly changed somewhat overnight and ultimately disappeared.
I share this story for those that have had adrenal fatigue as to come full circle we need to reclaim those parts of yourself that we may be pushing away, we reclaim them and reintegrate them back into who we are with slight tweaks so they are serving our body not destroying it.
Here's what happened after my body shut down I went into conservation mode so completely disengaged from everything that led me there.
The whole process actually took 7 years.
7 years to fully leave the club crawl industry eg even though by the end I didn't drink or party it was still my bread and butter for income and everyone I knew worked there. Many are still great friends and most have also moved on.
The thing is though I also shut down many great parts of me that I associated with as a cause for making me sick.
I stopped socialisingI didn't touch even one drop of alcohol
I never went out at night
I wouldn't even go to events where alcohol was
I even blocked the manifester in me
Let me explain. Throughout my whole life I have been able to draw in the experiences I desired I never really worked at chasing things ultimately just allowed them in.
Only recently through human design I found out I'm a Manifesting Generator.
But I associated that part of me as drawing in the sickness
And I shifted into doing the hard slog like I see so many do maybe I thought I had misused my powers and needed to be punished.
Maybe I thought it used up to much energy that I just didn't have.The thing is though it is who I am
So I'm bringing party Nick back
He probably won't drink as he actually doesn't need it but manifestor mode is back on as well as the charisma charm and cheekiness.
Let the good times roll.